Prophecy

I had a dream last night that Kipp got pulled over for a DUI and was busted with pot in the car..weird dream because again I got the sense there was a big dog with me on the side of the road watching the whole thing. It was a little strange too because the whole incident took place in Palouse. I could see everything around me so clearly and there was some sort of town gathering going on. Not really sure what this means but the dog is an interesting factor. Speaking of dogs my little dog Trapper is getting so old. Shes a cocker spaniel and is about 12 or 13 now. She is mostly blind and deaf spending most of her time sleeping now. Winter time gets tougher for her as she does not want to go outside at all. She pooped on the floor in my office this morning which doesn't make me really happy. I think she will make it one more year probably. Once she really starts to lose control of herself I will have to have her put to sleep. It will be weird not having her. I've been her only owner since she was 6 wks old. She's been a good dog and stuck with me thru thick and thin. I will miss her when she goes for sure.
Work is okay. Yesterday all the women on the team were crabby as hell. Me because I am in the middle of a detox and I feel like shit. The rest of them I don't know why, but it wasn't a very fun day. Kipp made dinner though and we watched the crucible afterwards which made me very angry. The stupidity of people is amazing. Mass hysteria is a powerful thing. It made me think about my own practices though and the fact that I have been pretty lax in my work lately. I need some new books. I have been studying my herb and gardening books some so I feel like I am staying on track but as far as spiritual practice, I have not done much lately. I do meditate pretty regularly though knowing that I need the stress relief. I love going into a dark room and just laying there buzzing without sleeping. I'm able to relax myself quite thouroughly now. I'm trying to work on controling my mind in a more effective manner. I'm tired of worrying myself to death over things I cannot control so I'm taking steps to counter it. Herbs are helping, not smoking is helping and eating better helps the most I think. Its a good combo and I'm feeling strong which is how I want to feel. I don't like feeling like things are just happening to me without my input.
Anyway, Just for today I am going to smile and think positive thoughts and treat people with respect and acceptance. I'm realizing that I have no answers for anyone including myself so I should just be quiet and let others work things out without my advise.......hard pill to swallow for a total knowit all...........