She's Hereeeeeeeeeeee.....................

Well, my sister got in last night around 6pm and almost immediately all the old crap between us reared its ugly head . In my mind anyway. She was annoying me from almost the minute she stepped into my house. I don't know why. Old habits die hard I suppose. Its all me I know cause she is just herself no matter what. I hate that certain people have the power to make me feel uncertain about myself and who I am. Keeping my mouth in check was no easy task and it didn't help that my husband was getting drunk and acting like a dork. Not a big deal but I really wasn't in the mood for it. I suppose I will have to meditate and do a little banishing ceremony so I can behave myself. No easy task as I sometimes have very little self control in this area. I will try try try. The basis of it is that I am jealous. It seems like she is living a better or different life than me and I feel stuck where I am right now. She's having a baby and I lost mine. Blah Blah Blah Blah......Wha Wha Wha.....I just need to shut up and act like a human. Its Christmas and I am not going to ruin it by acting like a bitch so there. Later all