GirlsGirls Girls

So last Friday night I went out with some friends from work. We all went down to this bar near the office and proceded to have a good time. Some of my other friends showed up(yes I have more than one set) and met my work friends. It went pretty well considering. I had about 5-6 beers which is enough to get me blasted. At this point I decided I'd better go home before I can no longer get there. So, I get to work yesterday and Jennie is just all atwitter to tell me what happened later. Turns out that two of the girls in our training class ended up making out with each other and then one of them made out with this guy from the office too. She is engaged and her fiance was there earlier. I guess he went home without her before all this happened. I was pretty shocked to tell the truth. I mean who does that? Now its getting around the office and they don't really even seem embarassed. I would be mortified. I don't think I would ever get that drunk before I started throwing up anyway. Long story short though I won't be hanging with that crowd anymore. It was kind of our last fling cause training is over now and we are settling down to the work. I'm starting to realize just how complicated this job really is. I got a few billing calls yesterday that I really struggled with. Its tough to go back through an account and figure out why we are billing what we are billing. Plus people don't understand it either so they get frustrated and upset about it. I suppose as time goes on I will get better at it. It just takes practice.
My personal life is getting a little better. Kipp seems to be feeling a little more on lately. I guess just leaving him to his own devices has helped. I've tried hard to pull back from him and not let his moods effect mine. Its not that easy to do because its in my nature to try and help. I need to realize that interfering with his path is not the right thing to do.
For my own self, I've been having more of a hard time doing the things I know I should like eating right and exercising regularly. These are two repeating patterns in my life that I get hardily sick of thinking about. I wish I could just discipline my self to do them every day. I do fine during the day, its at night when I am just hanging out that I tend to over do it. Maybe I need to have night time activities planned for myself so I don't do it. I don't know. Sometimes I just think fuck it, I want to eat what I want to eat. However, I know I can do better if I just place some effort into it and then I wouldn't crave all the crap. Its like I can only place my attention on one or two things at a time and thats it. Anyway, I need to get going and take the dog out for a walk. More later