A Strange Dream

I have been hanging out at work with this guy named Jeff and a girl named Jennie. They are both pretty cool. I like them alot. Jeff is in a band, he's the singer and Jennie is also very musical. They both fit my personality pretty well as far as strangers go. Its hard to know people for sure when you only see their work face. One things for sure, they both like to have a good time. Jeff in particular likes to drink alot. I found out yesterday that he has been dating a co-worker in secret for some time now and that was kind of shocking. I am not paying attention, cause now that I know it makes perfect sense. Anyway, not sure how I feel about it. A little jealous, a little surprised and a little dissappointed in the match up. Not even my business at all, but I still have these feelings. So, last night Ihad a dream that we were having a party and I felt too drunk so I went up to my room and laid on my bed. A few minutes later, Jeff comes in and lays on the bed with me and we are talking and laughing and I feel okay with it even though I know Kipp is downstairs and its late. So, I just about to drift off to sleep when I realize he wants to kiss me so I do and it is very dissappointing. Like kissing a junior high boy who has never done it before. So, then I'm like Huh, well now I know. I think it means that I am getting to be a better judge of character but still want to find out things for myself sometimes. I think it also means I should not take Kipp for granted and maybe should start treating him a little better in the romance dept. Anyway, time for worky. more later.