The return of the good witch

Well, its been some time since I last posted. Not a ton has changed since I was last here. I went to Seattle to visit my daughter Chelsea last weekend. We took my niece Justice with us. It was pretty fun. Went downtown on the bus and did some shopping. Drank a few beers with Barry and ate some good food. Dan went and visited his friends too. He just found out yesterday that for sure he is Caiden's Dad. I think he was a little surprised, but overall I think he knew. So, now we set him up with visits and payments for the next 18yrs. Poor guy. Saddled himself with a little one way too early. On the upside, I'ma Gramma now and hopefully I will get to see him soon. He's going on 7mths now so we have missed quite a bit already. Kind of sad but what can you do. The kids mom hasn't been very cooperative, that's for sure. Other things happening in my life are work is good. I just had a minor review with my manager who says I am doing great so that's cool. I am just trying to do really well so I can get a raise. Eventually I will want a different position, but for now I will settle for more money. My friend Colin contacted me yesterday and wanted me to do this spiritual survey with him. Its like a way for him to evaluate where a peson is on their spiritual path and how they might develope it further I suppose. Its all Christian based which is fine with me because there is a good foundation there when you peel away all the crap the world has added to it. I've bee reading some Taoism lately and I like the ideas they have. One I am reading now is based on the idea that you have the power to change your destiny by the thoughts you allow to control your life. If you change the thought energy you can afford many positive changes. I like to think I can control my own outcomes to a certain degree. By connecting to the divine in this way you let your desires be known and put out the vibrations into the world to come back to you when you are open enough to recieve them. I feel strongly that tapping into the positive energy flow is what keeps you focused and open to new realities. Believeing that you deserve this alternate reality is the challenging part. Learning that you are a valuable piece of the puzzle is one of the toughest obstacles to success that you must overcome. I'm not talking about financial success or success in the work place. I am talking about success as a human being. To lead a happy successful life, you must know yourself and trust in something bigger than yourself to open your eyes to the truth in the world around you. You can accomplish this thru many different meditations and rituals but they must be practiced with regularity and faithfulness. Opening yourself up to possiblitites greater than your regular perception of the world is what makes it work.


Meditation for postive energy:

Sit in a chair with your feet on the floor and your palms resting lightly on your thighs. Close your eyes and breathe in deeply through your nose exhaling thru your mouth in a slow controled manner. At the same time imagine your spine lengthening and shooting roots down toward the floor. Really focus on feeling grounded to this spot through your tail bone. As your body begins to relaxz, focus more and more on your breathing. As you breathe in imagine a small white globe in front of you that is getting bigger and brighter with each breath. Now imagine it floating over you and all of a sudden it breaks over your head and all that pure white light washes over you filling you with joy, peace and a strong positive energy. As it washes over you imagine that all the negative energy you are harboring is displaced and slides right off in the path of the white light. Slowly, return you breathing to normal, place your palms on the seat next to you and focus on letting the last of the negative energy run off your fingertips. Spend a couple minutes letting your mind return to the present. ITs important to make sure you return slowly or you may feel slightly sick. Give thanks and continue with your day. Do this meditation once a day for 13 days in a row. That's all for now.