The recovery effort

Well, it's been over a month now. I guess I am over the worst of it. At least I am not sitting around crying and feeling depressed all the time. Times they are a changin around here. Kipp and I have been through alot of bullshit in the last 4 weeks but we are really trying to iron it out. It's not easy trying to examine your whole relationship and figure out where its wrong. Actually implementing the changes is a whole other ball of wax and even harder. You think, okay I can change that, so you do for a week or so, then you forget about it and go back to your same old self and never even realize you are doing it. Tough love baby tough love. I hate it but I know I need to do it. You can't grow if you don't acknowledge the short comings. Anyway, business is good. We are up and running and employing six people. The bills are paid for the moment and we have food on the table and a roof over our heads so its good.
We went on a really scenic hike this weekend over in Idaho. We drove to Worley and found a hike that is about 4 miles up some cliffs and then looks out over the lake there. Very gorgeous. When you are at the top you could see the entire lay out of the lake with every cove and inlet visible Since Kipp grew up there, he was feeling especially nostalgic and had a good time telling me all about it. Boring stuff for the most part, but hey, that's my life.