Well, I made it thru another day of dieting without maiming anyone to badly. I walked my five miles and ate reasonably well. I have a hard time not eating at night. Right around 7 or 8 I want a bowl of cereal or something. So, I haven't lost a pound as of yet but I can feel the changes. My legs look marginally better and my pants are fitting a little better. It's so frustrating when you've worked so hard to see no number change. I have to get in the mind set that I am doing this to finish the twelve weeks, not lose weight. That will just be a side effect, this is about accomplishing a goal. The one thing that I really suck at is follow thru and I want to prove to myself once and for all that I do the things I set out to do!!!!!!! Damn it Mother Fucker get your ass moving and do the thing you need to do!!!!!!!Its a hardcore PMS day and that bitchy voice is mighty stident this morning. My poor husband is probably hiding in the basement as we speak. I swear I went of the pill and lost my damn mind. My moods are unbelievable around this time. Its tempting to go back on. I'm doing this organic thing right now trying to repair a lifetime of damage in three months of course. One of the requirements is that I take no prescription medication of any kind. Not that I really did anyway, but the pill was the biggie. Actually the patch but anyway same diff. I have an extremely low chance of pregnancy so it was more of a thing to clear up my skin and keep me sane.
Black tail swishing
water flowing
fishes gliding
whiskers trembling
bodies darting
Randall is watching the fish
The photo is my son age 16
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